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“You love me, don’t you Teddy? I love you!”
“No? Tomorrow the child goes, and that’s the end of it.”
“But John…”
“Linda, it’s over! It was all just a self-indulgent dream
anyway. Doomed from the very beginning.
She will never – could never – fit into
our lifestyle. We were naïve to believe anything else.”
“Please John, lower your voice, she’ll hear you!”
“They can’t blame us Linda. They can’t say we didn’t
try. God knows I did.”
“Hold me close Teddy, and don’t listen.”
“But she’s so small John, just a baby, and Children’s Aid
assured us…”
“Eight years old is hardly a baby. If anything, she seems older. Sitting
there like some kind of zombie – staring off into space. What is she
thinking? Then there was the fire in my workshop…”
“Don’t blame that on her! The fire marshal said it was spontaneous
combustion. All those old paint rags
you threw into the trash can. Miss Blair assured me…”
“Miss Blair, Miss Blair! All that interests that self-centered bureaucrat
are her placement statistics.”
“What’s that Teddy? No, they don’t know we’re
here. Sit very still and we’ll be invisible. You’ll see.”
“I don’t know what happened John. I seemed to be communicating
with her. We were genuinely warming up to each other. Then suddenly, without
warning, she changed. Withdrew. It was almost as if…”
“What?”
“Nothing. Nothing at all. I’ll call Social Services in the morning.”
He loves me too Teddy. That’s what he said. That’s what
they all say when they touch you… stroke your hair… make
you do things. It’s dark in here Teddy, did you bring the matches?” |
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